Sunday, March 04, 2007

MY NAME IS...


I have been here, since everything begun
I was in God’s mind when the apple was offered to Adam
I been in all the wars that you can think
I been in every birth that you can imagine
I’m on the students’ head during their all career through
I don’t embrace any religion, but all of them do
I am the base of existence,
The principle for you to wake up everyday
You could not live without my presence
Talk to the cosmos and listen what it says

No one knows me
But everyone loves me
No one sees me
But everyone feels me
I’m the meaning of life
And the road to death
I’m the reason for happiness
And whom your dreams drive

I was present in your birth
And I will be in your last breath
I escort the condemned in the death row
I’ll be by your side when you feel low
I sat by your side when you’re taking your test
Don’t you know my name? Just guest
I appear every time that your fingers crosses
I’m in your thoughts every time you think, “I must”
I been from the beginning and I definitely will be till the end
Because I’m the first to arrive, and the last to leave
I’m everywhere, although no one can see me
I’ve no race, no colour, no culture, but they all got me

No one knows me
But everyone loves me
No one sees me
But everyone feels me
I’m the meaning of life
And the road to death
I’m the reason for happiness
And whom your dreams drive
I’m in the suicidal mind before to pull the robe
If you didn’t guest, my name is…
My name is HOPE

GOD’S SON

Un Amor, Una Vida (AMORIDA II)

Porque decimos: "nunca te dejare",
sabiendo que es mentira
Cuando la única verdad que sabré,
es que todo es eterno hasta que se termina
Un volver a empaquetar,
Una puerta que se vuelve a cerrar
vuelta a preguntar y preguntar
De nuevo ninguna respuesta encontrar
Experimentar, con nuestros sentimientos, otra vez
Analizar nuestra persona de la cabeza a los pies
Tratar de entender donde nos hemos equivocado

Figurar porque de nuevo otra relación se ha acabado
Cada amor que se termina
Es una nueva vida que empieza
Un volver a nacer, encontrándonos desnudos
En un mundo desconocido y sin saber que hacer
Miedos de como será, sin saber que puede ser
Miedo de volvernos a enamorar y saber que de nuevo se puede desvanecer
Recuerdos que se graban en el corazón
Como un tatuaje imborrable
Y por mucho que los años pasan no puedes olvidarle
Intentar aprender de todos los errores que cometimos
Intentar aplicar todas las cosas buenas que aprendimos
Todas aquellas promesas que nos prometimos
Todos aquellos besos que nos dimos
Aprender a vivir con todo aquello que nos mato
Intentar entender como algo tan hermoso se acabo
Por cada desamor, empezamos una nueva vida
Un nuevo día, un nuevo ser
Con cada desamor, un poco mas vamos a crecer
Entender donde nos equivocamos y donde acertamos
Encontrarnos con nosotros mismos y a la verdad enfrentarnos
Quien soy, que quiero y a donde voy
Simples las preguntas, muy complicadas las respuestas
aprender a vivir solo de nuevo
LLegar a esta fría y vacía casa y darme cuenta de cuanto te quiero
Emprender una nueva vida sin ti
Planear nuevas metas que cumplir
Soñar nuevos sueños que contigo perdí
Poner una nueva cara, en cada naipe de mi castillo
Y rezar para que esta vez no se desmorone
Pasaran los años y me preguntare que apretó el gatillo
Intentando figurarlo para que otra vez no se dispare
Volver a romper, volver a crecer, volver a querer
Difícil proceso por el cual todos hemos de pasar
Un desamor, otro desamor, un desamor mas
Por cada relación que se acaba una nueva vida vuelve a empezar
Y espero verte feliz en el futuro
Porque el pozo en el que yo estuve era muy oscuro
Y cada vez que te veo llorar
Me doy cuenta, que nadie como yo, nunca te va amar
Así que se feliz y sonríe como nunca lo hiciste conmigo
Porque con cada sonrisa, me haces entender que todo la pena a valido
Un solo amor en cada una de mis vidas
Por cada desamor, una nueva oportunidad de vivir otra vida
Una vida, un amor
Un desamor, muerte y dolor
Resucitar de las cenizas
Y recoger tu alma a piezas
Reconstruir de nuevo un nuevo ser
Y una vez mas, a ser feliz, amar y a vivir hay que aprender

God’s Son

BANG, BANG, BANG!!! (and another youth is gone)



Another youth is gone
This should concern us all
East, west, south and north London
It doesn’t matter where you go
Everywhere you look, black on black crime.
You should know, that a real man doesn’t fight with a gun
A real man fights with his hands
Only cowards, fight the way you do
You trying to be a man, but boy you don’t have a clue!!
A heater* in your pocket, and u feel like Sonny Crocket
But your butt gonna be behind bars speeding like a rocket
Ghetto children straggling to grown up
Gaining street respect, is not easy, u must show up
By the time that you realize, you’d be locked up
You may think that will give you more prestige
But the streets will keep running, whiles you get lynch

Bang, bang, bang!!!!
And another youth is gone
And what the police have done
Decrease the age to 17, that’s all
So, more negros, will go to prison
And more criminals, we will have very soon
They’re not criminals if not our sons
Children growing up, just doing their thing
Getting into trouble, as we all have done
Hanging together, police call them gang
Such they qualified me in the past of that called MAN*
Think, how many thugs you know over 55?
And how many of them lived a happy life?
Even Scarface at the end of the movie dies
Gun crime is making our hoods martyrdom
Bang, bang, bang and street rep is won

But the question is:
Who brings guns to the neighbourhood as mobile phones?
They (youth) don’t have the means, who puts them in their hands?
Who brings heaters to the youth gangs?
Police concentrating on the last monkey, instead on the one who plans
Black on black crime, nothing worse to hear
Killing brother to brother, making run your families tears
And your peers, don’t gonna want to know anything about you
And those who you want to get respected from, don’t want know too

Always blaming the lack of black male role model
But let me tell ja what’s your problem
Lack of loving yourself and you’re youngish
That’s definitely what makes you be so foolish
We already lived the stages that you going through
And let me tell u, we all committed the same offences too
And the fact, that we experienced, means you don’t need to
Listen to your oldest, that’s the best way
We can work shoulder with shoulder, listen to what we going to say
Life is a path that you gonna have to walk
And I will be by your side if you want to talk
PDC(B)*, BSS*, PECKHAM BOYS, NPK* and all the rest
Remember that is not your fall, u just found yourself on this mess
Trust the ones who wants to help, don’t be a fool
Because carrying a heater ain’t at all cool
Bang, bang, bang!!! Bang, bang, Bang!!!
We all have heard exactly the same song
Bang, bang, bang!!
Who gonna be the next? It may easily be my son
Bang, bang, bang!!!
In just few seconds, another future is gone


*Heater – name for gun,* PDC(B)- Poverty Driven Children in Brixton,* BSS- Blood Set in Streatham,* MAN- Movimiento Anti-Nazi (Anti-Nazi Movement) Barcelona,*NPK- Northumberland Park


GOD’S SON

Digem-nos Adeu

Besam com mai m'has besat abans
Estime'm, abrace'm, toque'm
Enamoram, amb els teus ulls grossos
Despullem els nostres cossos
Deixem sentir la teva pell lluent
Abracem, acariciem, besam
Poc a poc el meu amor va creixent
Ara estem aquí, tu, jo i el amor
Aquesta nit es per nosaltres, donem-nos el cor
Demà ja veurem que passara
Potser mai mes el nostre camí es creuara
Peró de moment, nomes besam, acariciem, parlem
Tots els teus secrets vull saber
Encare que el mes gran, esta encara per fer
La nit es jove, i massa ens estime'm
La nit es jove, i la teva pell massa lluent
Diguem-nos adéu sense parla
Despullant-nos, i deixant que la nostre pell no es pari de rosar
Diguem-nos adéu, per ultima vegada
Se que potser no estaràs aquí, quan arribi la matinada
Peró de moment tan sols acariciem-nos
Deixam que recorri tot el teu cos
Vull aprendrem la teva silueta amb las meves mans
Per si de cas no n'hi ha mes demà
Passem la nit en una suite presidencial
O sota un pont, a mi amb dona igual
No m'importa si el llit es tou o dur
L'únic que m'interessa, es passar mes temps amb tu
Diguem-nos adéu sense parla
Diguem-nos adéu, no vull pensar
La pena que sentiré, quant desapareguis demà
En la meva anima, sempre estarà el teu amor
I la teva estima, es quedara clavada al meu cor
Si pugues expressar quant t'estimo
Si poguessis entendre les meves carícies
Si entenguessis aquesta situació
Si poguessis demostrar-me quan m'estimes
Peró tot es condicional a la situació que vivim
Per això es millor que adéu ens diguem
Diguem-nos adéu, no perquè ens barallem
Sinó perquè massa ens estimem
God's Son

What I have done? (to deserve this)



What I’ve done, to deserve this?
What kind of man am I, to be paid like this?
I do not understand, with all my sins
What I’ve done, to deserve this?

Waking up and trying to understand
Going to the bath and in the mirror I see this man
How he got into my household, who is he?
He smiles all the time and looks so much like me
Tears on his eyes, crying all the time
Tears of happiness, due to his peace of mind
- Tell me who are you? And what you want from me?
The guy doesn’t answer, because it’s just a reflection of me
Crying every morning, without knowing why
Trying to figure out, if all my life is just a lie

What I’ve done, to deserve all this?
Everything had changed so much,
What happened with the old Kris?
People get what they deserve
Why I got all this, If my life was a mess?
I got more than I deserve,
I feel like I am all the day dreaming
Every morning I am perplex of the life that I am living
What I’ve done to deserve this?
No one knows, but I've been blessed with it
From the wife to the children
to the table with food where everyday I eat
And every day, I pinch myself to reassure me that I’m not dreaming
Nothing of this would be in my life, if I hadn’t stop sinning
Everyday I see all my dreams, one by one fulfilling
What I’ve done to deserve this?
I got a beautiful life and wonderful kids
Bedtimes with candles and champagne
Waking up everyday with kisses and other things that I can’t explain

What I’ve done, to deserve all this?
Basically change my path, love myself
Realized that I was in the valley and started to climb the cliff
Dispossessed myself of all belongs, now nothing I miss
Love is life, life is love, and love is HAPPINESS


God’s son